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[beckaroo]

so. i've got this itchy feeling again. like i'm waiting for something to happen. i feel vaguely unsettled and jumpy and constantly on edge. i'm at a turning point. a turning point to what i don't know, but i just have a feeling my life is about to change somehow. i hope it's for the better, but with my luck i have my doubts

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[simplystargazin]

becky, things are starting to work out for you, i think that ur anxious because you made the decision to go back to school. i also think that you really shouldnt think bad things are going to come ur way...ur looking better then i've ever seen u look, ur on ur way to paying off ur debt and you have a car that u can be proud of...and if you EVER feel like u need to talk...call me, im good at listening:)

[elsiegrace]

my feelings exactly.....its like u spend ur whole life doing what your "supposed" to do and by the time u realize that that doesn't even matter its too late...ur hooked up to some dialysis machine blabbing to anyone under 50 about what u should have done when u had the chance..except that they don't listen either... they just look at you and think, wellit was different for them... i mean u need money to survive but it seems ashame to miss out on so much b/c u have to work, it doesn't' make sense...and by the time u find that out its almost too late..ok im going