Title says it all. One Coca-Cola Classic, with an added shot of vanilla.

Won a race in Torn.com today. Upgraded my car with the resulting points. Now to win more and level up.

Started having urges to self-harm earlier in the evening, and didn't have any Ativan to take to help with that. So I called the Midtown crisis line. I was on hold, then got a bad connection that finally started working. I talked to the crisis counselor for about half an hour, then hung up, feeling somewhat better ( Read more... )

Sigh... another sleepless night. I hate it when I can't sleep ( Read more... )

I am so freaking depressed it's not even funny.

Rene, the only real friend I have in this Reason-forsaken town, moved today.

At least I got to say goodbye.

But I really hate it here. I wish I could be in an academic town with an ample liquor budget and some like-minded friends.

But no, I'm stuck here, broke and alone.

For some reason I've been fatigued a lot lately. Case in point: on Monday I slept until 5 in the afternoon. I was up briefly for a counseling appointment, and then--THUNK. I was out like a light.

I'm a little tired today, but I've got to perform in the play, so no more nappies. I need to stay awake. Hopefully the coffee will help.

I thought about registering for Survivor Sprint in June today. Survivor Sprint is a 5K race/obstacle course. Then I saw the fee--$55, but it goes up the closer it gets to the event. I also read the waiver, which released the sponsors from liability EVEN IN THE CASE OF NEGLIGENCE. On top of that, it doesn't even take place in Indy--I've never ( Read more... )

I tried to donate blood yesterday, but my pulse was too high. It was 130--and yes, that was at rest. Must be the psych meds.

To hear it, go to http://indymenno.org/sermons/2012-02-19_sermon.mp3

I went to the church retreat today. It was good to get away from the apartment and spend some time with my church family. Good food, good conversation, good time ( Read more... )

I tried to go online to chat with a crisis counselor, and a Toshiba ad disabled the conversation. Hey, Toshiba, I've already bought your buggy computer! Cut it out ( Read more... )