I'm stressed, tired, confused, scared... but I'm happy. I'm not getting any work done, but I'm trying to live my life more fully. School is not life.
Are you scared of losing the person you like to someone else?
I don't know if scared is the right word. I'm trying to calmer about the comings and goings of people in my life.
Fact about the person you fell hardest for?
He has brown hair.
What happened at 9:00 am today?
Sleeping @ Thomas street
What's your current problem?
Need to do work, problems with motivation
The last food you ate?
Tortilla chips/Robin's chili dip
Where did you last go?
to my dorm, where I am now.
Are you excited about anything?
Sorta
Something you do when you are mad or upset?
Cry, complain, snap at people... try to come down by showering, music, sleeping.
Do you delete people off of myspace?
Sometimes
Favorite drink?
Water
Did you cry at all today?
Yes
Is there something you want to tell someone?
Hm... nothing that I don't plan on telling them, no.
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
Elizabeth
Do you miss someone?
always
Do you use an alarm?
yes
Are you a social or antisocial person?
I like privacy/quiet more than some other people, but I like being around people when possible.
Do you trust anyone?
My mother, infinitely. No one else, really.
On average, what do you think you cry the most about?
Stress, loneliness.
What are you listening to?
Angel
Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
Nope.
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Maybe church w/ elizabeth, maybe brunch, maybe homework.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C or A?
Yes to both.
Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
Yes. The key is "enough."
Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
I don't know... not in those words.
Is this year the best year of your life?
No clue. Don't think so.
Something you're looking forward to this month?
Going home.
What's the most stressful thing right now?
Too much work, having problems doing it.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Yes and more I think.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
I'm frustrated by every boy and girl.
Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
I don't know.
Last thing you thought deeply about?
My love life.
Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown ?
Thrown in a sorta organized way.
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
A little bit, but it depends who she was kissing and how and why.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes.
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
Yes.
Has someone ever made a promise to you and broken it?
Of course.
When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
April horribly, August sorta.
Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Can? yeah. But in order for it to be good, it has to be something that I need to change and accept for myself.
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
No.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Sure
Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a conversation with?
No... I love my roommates!
The last person you kissed needs you at 3 am, would you go?
Definitely.
Do you miss your past?
some of it.
What are you doing tonight?
Dinner, homework, maybe fun things.
Did you ever lose a best friend?
depends on the definition of "lose" and "best friend." Maybe I'll say no?
Do you want to see somebody right now?
not this moment, no
Who is the last person that made you smile?
Robin/Judith.
Who gave you the last high five?
Julia, Jeff's gf
Last time you were on the phone and who with?
Leo
Do you know how to change a diaper?
yes, poorly.
what are your initials?
RFA
who is the last person you held hands with?
elizabeth