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I'm trying to be better, out of fear that if I remain such a fucking wreck Boy will leave me. (stfu I've convinced myself of this for the best)
I have made it through all thursday and friday without crying at all about anything.
Its saturday morning, and i am sad that Boy's new friends couldn't give him a ride. They are a couple, that both live here in Sunnyvale, by me, and were visiting home for the day. But they didn't want to have him in their car for the 3 hour drive. he thinks this is acceptable, i think this is really rude. he asked nicely and said that he wanted to get to see his girlfriend on a day when we both have nothing to do (a rare occurance). they said no because they haven't had too much time to themselves lately.
At least they have gotten to see eachother at all.
Its not my place to judge. Boy still claims he hates waking up without me, and how he is certain he wants to live with me as soon as possible. And I feel the same.
Anyway, I'm repetitive.
And I'm off to occupy my mind.. :D
****** Hours later******
Happy now. :D
Boy called and demanded that I go out the the mail box, no questions. I obeyed for lack of anything better to do. In the mailbox was a lengthy and adorable note he wrote. He had given it to his Sunnyvale friends and got them to drop it off.
Also, Halloween plans hate me. As I don't know when I am working, I can't figure things out. My number one plan is to catch the amtrak and spend it with Boy. But my best friend invited me over so I feel obligated, but all she is doing is handing out candy at home. No fun. I hate kids.
I have made it through all thursday and friday without crying at all about anything.
Its saturday morning, and i am sad that Boy's new friends couldn't give him a ride. They are a couple, that both live here in Sunnyvale, by me, and were visiting home for the day. But they didn't want to have him in their car for the 3 hour drive. he thinks this is acceptable, i think this is really rude. he asked nicely and said that he wanted to get to see his girlfriend on a day when we both have nothing to do (a rare occurance). they said no because they haven't had too much time to themselves lately.
At least they have gotten to see eachother at all.
Its not my place to judge. Boy still claims he hates waking up without me, and how he is certain he wants to live with me as soon as possible. And I feel the same.
Anyway, I'm repetitive.
And I'm off to occupy my mind.. :D
****** Hours later******
Happy now. :D
Boy called and demanded that I go out the the mail box, no questions. I obeyed for lack of anything better to do. In the mailbox was a lengthy and adorable note he wrote. He had given it to his Sunnyvale friends and got them to drop it off.
Also, Halloween plans hate me. As I don't know when I am working, I can't figure things out. My number one plan is to catch the amtrak and spend it with Boy. But my best friend invited me over so I feel obligated, but all she is doing is handing out candy at home. No fun. I hate kids.