she's lost inside

[beckychurch1811]

I am very upset. A lot of shit is going on right now. I really can't handle it anymore. I was supposed to go to a concert with some friends but hey that fell through, no surprise though it is my life. I don't know what I want anymore. I more than anything crave someone to sincerely want me around and that is just not happening. I get pushed out of

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[wool]

I don't know who you're talking about or if it's me by any chance. I don't understand why it would be me, but it might. If it is Beck, I want to know. I love you with all my heart. You are one of the only people who has been there through thick and thin. I trust you and I love you. If I didn't, you know me, I wouldn't ACT like I did. I would sit far away from you in class and talk shit about you. You know me, and you know I do that to people I don't want around. I wish you felt as though you could talk to me about things like this, because I would love to be there for you the way you are there for me. We've been through so much shit together, and I love that through all the petty arguements you're STILL there for me. You still accept me. I think anyway. I love you.

beckyyy

[anonymous]

hey, you know i will always be there for you. ive known you my whole life pretty much. i remember that one summer when you and me went swimming every day and we would go to the movies and just hang. i love you to death becky. if you ever need someone to talk to.. i am right here for you. ill never leave :D love ya beckyyy

Emily