So yeah the other day my mom and I were talking about the different ear piercings and stuff and she goes "you know what piercing I really like?" So I asked her which one and she said the eyebrow. Then she asked if I wanted my eyebrow pierced and I said yes. So she goes "I don't care, you have been so mature with everything your whole life, the only ( Read more... )

My mom had to go to Boston today. And guess who got to watch Monica. I am going out of my mind. She drives me crazy. The Youth Group had a SuperBowl Party yesterday. It SUCKED. I tried to call someone and the guy who's house it was made me hang up in the middle of the call(deuche bag). So a couple of the guys decided they would take turns beating ( Read more... )

So I am a bit confused with everything. I mean have you ever liked someone so much but when you look at them all you feel is pain but you can't help but smile and it is fake. And on the other hand you thought you didn't like someone and when you look at THEM all you feel is happiness and you can't help but smile but it's a real one this time. So ( Read more... )

Today was great. I know if you read my journal I am very confusing. You can't ever tell if my life is good or if it sucks ass. Today was a good day. I didn't have to go to school today because I did job shadowing. I went up to the Clip Shop in Bennington. It was a blast, the people were super nice. They let me watch them and help out. About an hour ( Read more... )

I fucking cannot stand this anymore. I fucking Hate YOU. Oh, Jesus, I just found out that someone vey important to me could have been lying about something so huge I cannot even begin to explain how crushed I would be if I find out they were lying. This whole fucking world is so fake. I hate it here. I hate everyone here. I am so mad. I don't feel ( Read more... )

Yeah, another really sucky day, shocker isn't it? I didn't go to school for no other reason than hey I didn't feel like it. So work was boring. I told Tony I would pay him a dollar for everytime he bagged for me, but I only had four bucks on me and he felt bad so he changed it to a quarter for everytime he bagged, so I gave him a dollar. He told me ( Read more... )

My good feelings have all just gone out the window. Nothing is going the way I want it to go anymore. That entry I made on the 13th saying I loved life is a lie. I hate life, I hate being here, most of all I hate the fact that I have to be here as me! I'm not saying I want to die or anything, 'cause I am not one to take the easy way, it would just ( Read more... )

So I had to work today, I just got home. It was busy for a while but not horrible. Nothing has really happened today, I'm sure nothing will either. I can't wait for superbowl Sunday. The youth gruop is having a party and it is always so much fun:-P. Oh well, nothing to say.

So Megan Babcock thought she would be funny and call me a cunt. Haha, she's a bitch. j/kj/k I love her:-)

Well, no school today. Still had work, it was fun though. I don't get to take my driving test until the 16th of february. Makes me angry grrr, which actually contradicts my mood because that says I am happy. I am so messed up! Oh well, I don't really have much to say so g'night.