もちあげて

ときはなして

cereal killer

"The search for meaning is boundless, and art is often one of our best vehicles." Mike Shinoda

where does a girl go, to exorcise her demons?

and the hell of creative purgatory.

i realise it's been 11 years of me being on LJ now and I'm still as pretentious at 30 as i was when i was 19. did i get some shit done in between? yea. am i where i want to be? not yet. i thought i was heading one direction before i realised that's going to be a path of self destruction. so i bailed and i'm ( Read more... )

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will i ever be comfortable with a public incarnation of my online self?

i guess its a big thing? i wish hari raya meant more to me and id pine for it more but no, not really. just reminds me of years of awkwardness. except with ucu - always big love and awesome food there

am randomly scrolling through listicle of divorce selfies (as you do in the middle of tuesday when youre funemployed) and came across a caption talking about love maturing, evolving and sometimes falling apart and i remembered the drivel that bernd gave the last time we spoke. that i need to accept that it doesnt always work out between two people ( Read more... )