The worst feeling in the world is jealousy, it is an animal that claws at your inside, It tears away every shread of self-esteem u can muster.
Fighting this urge, and just knowing that i am unque and lovable, and that no one could ever take my place! I must go with the positive edge of this. I am who i am.
Ok so he says he doesn't think he can come. I need to stop freaking out and being mad.
I guess i just really really really really really want to see him, and the fact that that won't be happening for quite some time has me feel like crap.
Everything is happening so fast, and now i have to go.