Why....

I hurts to get to know ppl.
I am so afraid of everyone, that i wish you would punch me in the face. I can handle that better than a hug. I know how to deal with pain because it is all that i have know, but a hug, or love. What is that?

Just stop please!

I'm sorry.

I have been thinking an enormous amount lately, but isn't that always the case....

I haven't seriously dated anyone in a long time, i have been thinking about trying it again.
I have someone in mind, but i am not totally sure.

I could go either way at this point, but i am just extremely confused.

GRRRR

Too much

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Whenever i get this way,
I just want to crawl into a hole,
and close off the world for a little while.

I want to punish myself,
but does that mean that i am punishing others.

FUck
This describes everything.

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Leave an anonymous comment with:
[1] one secret.
[2] one compliment.
[3] one non-compliment.
[4] one love note.
[5] lyrics to a song.
[6] how old you are.
[7] how long we've been friends.
[8] a hint to who you are.
And post in your journal.

I can't believe it.

I know we all have problems, but i guess i thought of you as almost perfect. It breaks my heart to hear what you have to say.

I can't do it, and i'm not sure what i think of you anymore.

Why are things so messed up?

i REsolve to......

1. Eat out a lot less, and eat healthier

2. Be smart about everything going on in my life.

3. Get stressed out less

4. Do well

5. Finish school

6. Kick ass

So i finally got a myspace to talk to my cousins and some other friends here is my name and stuff.

Bedazzlingmind only at myspace hee hee

Find me on MySpace and be my friend!

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I own nothing in this world.

I feel i don't even own my own body.

Thanks a lot!

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