My bio teacher took away our online book. Which sucks. Because I don't have my book. And I don't have like any of my papers. And I can't study. And I'm going to fail. Shit ( Read more... )

You know what my aunt said to me yesterday? Actually, I don't either. Well, I do but I don't want to put forth the effort to write it here. I'm sorry...that was kind of pointless.

Anyway, so I'm going to make a shirt. A really nice shirt actually. My sister has this really old green and white striped giant t-shirt that has a really cool pattern. I'm ( Read more... )

I have to tell you about Phineas. And why I want to name my son Phineas. Or Finn ( Read more... )

My new favorite show-Cash Cab. Watch it. It's on Discovery Channel right now. It's the new Jeopardy. Fabulous.

My favorite artist Toyin Odutola. By far. I am in art love with the girl's art. And she's Nigerian. Score! She uses line in a way that I've seen before but not in the way he does it. It makes me want to be able to draw. I could try. And try I will. But not now. If I get anything worth posting I will. Chances are, not gonna happen. I have no skill ( Read more... )

Well, last night I thought about this life thing for a while. I'm focusing on the images of Hollywood rather than what is reality ( Read more... )

I'm really sad and confused now. I don't know really what to do but I kind of feel hopeless. My life has no direction. I'm not taking a year off school as that idea was directly shot down by the person I told that to. Yet I keep getting pressured to choose what I want to be. I started kidding around and said I wanted to be a "jack of all trades". ( Read more... )

Well I'm realizing I have 3 years to think up what I want to do with my life. I know what I want out of life. College life at least. I've been saying I want to go to New York City.

Which is what I want for reasons that it's something completely different. I always knew I wanted a coffee shop lifestyle. No, a cafe. A life of artists,  and poetry and ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you should be really happy but you don't want to make the effort to be? Stand up comedy is on the TV right now and I'm listening to music and somehow I feel like I should feel really happy about it. Not really about the situation, but I shouldn't feel sad. But I'm too lazy to smile or laugh. I just don't feel like making the effort. ( Read more... )

I've noticed that everytime I make an entry, it seems to be because of a character flaw. I make one when I'm sad about something I've done, or I need an opinion or something. That's not good though. I'll try ( Read more... )