Kenny flops down on his bed and opens up his laptop, typing quickly into the journal client.All right, this is my journal, right? I can say whatever I really want to say in here because I don't have to worry about snoopy doctors reading it anymore. And let's face it, if I can't be honest with myself in here, where can I be honest ( Read more... )

Kenny has Bert's hoodie on and a cigarette in one hand. He is typing one handed on his laptop.

Why should I care? If he thinks I shouldn't, then I won't.

I won't care.

I don't care.

Kenny's face is impassive as he posts the journal entry and closes his laptop, the face crumbling into one of emotion as soon as he lays down in his bed.

Kenny signs onto his laptop and immediately opens the journal client before lighting a cigarette. Exhaling smoke, he contemplates his words.I talked to Dr. Allman last night, he got me thinking about a lot of things. Things like Ace, my parents, everything ( Read more... )

Kenny is smoking in the bathroom, sitting on the toilet with his laptop.

Of course, why shouldn't triangles turn into squares?

Kenny flicks his cigarette into the toilet and flushes after posting.

Kenny stares at the empty bed on the other side of the room. Ace isn't there. After a moment he fumbles for his cigarettes and his laptop.

I just broke up with Ace.

Fuck quitting smoking. We're all going to die sometime.

Kenny puts out his cigarette and puts his laptop away, listening for any sound of Ace coming back to the room.

Kenny is chewing gum again. Chew, chew, stop. He looks morose and as though he hasn't slept in a few days. The laptop jiggles on his knee as he attempts to type in his journal.I talked some more to Ace last night. I have no idea what's going out with him, that's scary. Back home I could look at him and know what he was thinking. And here he's some ( Read more... )

Kenny is dancing around his room eating a pudding cup. He sets it down to open his journal and type something quickly.

I got Bert to leave his room. I rule! Must remember to talk to him more often, afterall, we're only a bathroom door away.

Kenny posts and continues to dance, obviously feeling pleased with himself.

Kenny is once again smoking a cigarette. He looks over at Ace, sleeping soundly and wishes for him to wake up. When his wish is not granted, Kenny takes his laptop and goes to the common room, hoping to find some distraction there. Sighing, Kenny opens up the journal client and begins to type.He said he loves me. I told him the same. Why do my ( Read more... )

Kenny is smoking a cigarette, having given up on his New Year's Resolution. He inhales deeply and exhales in short breaths to form rings. After ashing out the cigarette on the sole of his shoe, Kenny pulls out his laptop.

I wish I'd never been born.

Kenny contemplates those words and, deciding that they are indeed the way he feels, posts to his ( Read more... )

Kenny opens a letter that he received in the mail. After reading over the first few lines, he crumples it up and tosses it under his bed. He pulls out his laptop and closes down his game of solitaire. The journal client opens up and he begins typing.Fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )