it's her hair and her eyes today ( Read more... )

what the hell did i do my god. How anyone can be friends with me is beyond me. i never meant to hurt you and i know that doesnt mean a god damned thign coming out of my mouth right now but its the truth. i am so sorry and i feel so incredibly awful and i know i should. you never did anythign to hurt me and i repay you like this, god im such an ass ( Read more... )

well i thought i might as well be a loser and say goodbye to 2005 with a nice commentary ( Read more... )

Only one person will get this but maybe it would be better if i leave, everyone seems so depressed lately, maybe its best to get away

Hmmph i hate feeling like this. I know its bad to, but i cant help thinking back to eigth grade and thinking back to how happy i used to be. I was so much closer to all my friends, and a lot of them have grown apart from me, and it makes me sad. Things were so much easier then. Looking back on all my lj entries makes me really sad, and i know its ( Read more... )

yeah, again here i am apologizing. It was rash for me to post without talking about this with you, and for that i'm sorry ( Read more... )

well i honestly did not think it was going to be this hard, but it is. I really hope i do something fun this break, cause im really bored and not having the greatest time. hmmph, hooray for more depressing entries. oh well just thought i might update cause im really bored and have nothing else to do

happy thanksgiving

well things are very strange. There seems to be a general consensus of sadness and depression in the air, and i don't know why. And this really is everybody. Its not the same as it was last year, or even at the beginning of this year. everyones afraid of it but i think its actually upon us: things are changing with everyone.

i love you

forget the earlier entry

im sorry kelsey

Well today was my first day of school. Most of my classes are filled with huge nerds but i still have friends. I had a good day but some reason i came home feeling flustered. ah well im looking forward to tommorow and hopefully it will be a much better day than today was.