I always seem to do this. Do I listen to my heart or my head? I know I want it, but then I go and overanalyze and convince myself not to. And then all I want to do is be around him and talk to him. I know nothing is going on now, but for some reason I can't help but long to talk to him or see him. I'm constantly thinking about him. I'm being a ( Read more... )

i love you

i just want things to go back to how they used to be.
i just want to be happy.

We've tried the goodbye so many days.
We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray.
They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free,
but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery.
They say time will make all this go away,
but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
And ( Read more... )

why does my brother have to be so stupid??

gaaahhhh

I am officially a licensed driver as of 9 55 am today.

yessssss
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motivation. motivation. motivation.

i need motivation.

aand to figure everything out?

is when your parents don't trust you. when you can't even go out to fucking dinner with your best friend and her dad and his girlfriend without your mom talking to him, is ridiculous. umm... i'm not 12 anymore. and i wouldn't lie to you about something so stupid like that. serioulsy fucking ridiculous ( Read more... )

i really need to stop eating when i'm bored. i feel gross.

tonight=lame

why couldn't it have waited one more day?
ugh. i hate hearing stuff from other people.
i just want this situation to end and everything to be okay.
i know i shouldn't let it get to me.
but it's so freaking hard.
i just don't want to lose what we have.