I feel like my  body is deteriorating at an alarming rate. Exaggerating? Ok, maybe a little. But not by much. It's one wrong thing after another and I have never felt betrayed like this before. Betrayed by my body. Isn't that weird to say? But it's true. So very true.

A serious case of shitty karma? Perhaps. In fact probably. I need to get myself ( Read more... )

Ok. If you are not happy with the way things are then it helps to reevaluate what would make you happy. If you really think of what you need, and what you have, it is easy to almost morph your 'wants' with your 'haves' and in the end, you are happy. Or sort of. Something like that. That is what I am trying at least.

i have my dress. and i love it. i am so excited for prom now.

now how about that date?

te he.

:-)

happy valentines day <3

...and snow day too ***

i love stars. i love to go for a run on a cold night and then sit in my driveway and look at them. i love to listen to music and look at them and think of how small i am. and how much smaller my problems are.

i also love eating lunch in the lunchroom for the first time all year.

I'm far too lazy/tired/whatever to actually write coherent sentences. So I will list-style what's up ( Read more... )

This is either a new me, or a repressed me. I'd like to believe that I've truly adapted a mindset that was okay with everything, but I fear that it is more of the latter. And while that may get me by for the time being, I think it will eventually hit me. Though I keep hoping that it already has hit me. Only time will tell. And by time, I of course ( Read more... )

what have I gotten myself into?

on a side note. 116 days 'till we out.

that's nice.

If there is one thing right now that is bugging me it is the word "cool". I hate that word. I despise that word. I'm sure at one point it had good intentions but it is now in a completely different light. When someone says it, I get mad ( Read more... )

quarter three starts monday. i think life is looking up. and only 131 days until we graduate.