makin my darkest day worthwhile

[been89]

              I just need time for myself, not necessarily alone (without friends) but in other respects, yes I do need a break.  There's a Dispatch line "question yourself, are you really what you dream?"  Looking at myself I dont think I am at all.  I aspire to be so much greater than I really am.  I want to be a poet, a writer, a doctor, a

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[mssy600]

I know exactly how you are feeling. Like I feel numb but at the same time i feel so hurt. We aren't growing up in an easy world thats for sure. And these are supposed to be the best days of our lives...OH JOY!! well, I am always here if you need someone to talk to, feel better!

[been89]

thanks toots and you know I'm here for you....but if you went to english class that'd prolly be the time we'd talk haha! good to know I'm not alone, and your not alone...we're alone together haha! But really thank you and cya tomorrow (or hopefully not..let it snow let it snow....)

[anonymous]

"everyone is going though their own problems and hearing theirs truly helps me know i'm not alone"

the people you trust feel the same way. everyone takes comfort in knowing that they are not alone. if you need to get feelings, emotions, words, or anything out, don't be afraid to turn to others for comfort if it would help you out. the people you trust would want to help you feel better, and they would also realize that they are not alone either. you wouldn't be selfish if you talked to others about your problems. everyone has their own problems, that's true, but because everyone has their own problems, no one will think you are selfish - rather they will sympathize with you and try to help you in any way they can.

-the same person who left the john mayer lyrics

[been89]

oh you're too cute my "baking" partner...as in hornear=p Thank you for your kind words and I know I can trust you, it's sometimes just the situation or even timing which makes anyone uncomfortable with sharing details. I wonder that if I spend so much time thinking about this, is it worth bringin down some1 else and makin them think as well. And for some of us, that takes a lottttt of effort ::ahem:: but thanks for willing to listen, you always are and I hope you know I have an open ear and heart for you as well.

once i ate a pie at one time

[kiwiyea1134]

and it made me feel one with the world again.
love, susan

Re: once i ate a pie at one time

[been89]

aw haha i love you susan!

[cant_turn_back]

Amen.

That's all I have to say.

[been89]

and that's more than enough sweets, luv ya liz!

[beatlefairy15]

1) i concur my beenie. haha we know this already, we chatted

2)go beatles! rubber soul right? wait i believe? good song. i think run for your life is on that one too? morbid, but good stuff man