my oh my...how quickly things change and questions can be answered. thank you.

forever yours,
me

Im just so--blank lately. No emotions felt, tears filled, sincere smiles. I feel like i need someone to count on. So many people are out there for me, but i just cant seem to do anything right about it. Or perhaps it's not someone, but something. Maybe myself even. I just need something of consistency, something of substance. Something I can ( Read more... )

it's good to smile again.

what do you rely on?
>your conscious, fate, others, yourself?<
just wondering

-me

I've come to this conclusion...I am a whirlwind of disaster; waiting to strike none the less.

-me

Let it all fade away ( Read more... )

And you said you were my friend ( Read more... )

Can I just ask you something? Please don't judge me. Don't expect me to mess up. Already people think that...just don't let me see my own friends on that side as well. Don't worry about me, don't stress out about it. But please just find a way to accept me.

Not a poem...just thoughts

Yes I'm scared
I dont even know if this would be right
but it cant be
it just cant
Of course I can never explain this
and of course this is not the first time
Just stay away
you should know better
it's just a repeat
nothing real
nothing to worry about
so dont think about it
just dont feel

This one's for you emilini ( Read more... )