goddamn it.

I really do have a wonderful husband.
He's such an amazing father.

Vann Ambrose Suggs made a suprise enterance into this world on Monday Nov. 16, 2oo9 at 7:41 a.m.
He weighted 7 pds & 8 oz and was 20 inches long.
Quite a big boy for a month early!!
He's got a headful of dark hair and is amazingly cute.

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So, as of Thursday Nov. 12, I was 1cm dialated and 25% thinned. I know we've still got a ways to go, but I was a little suprised. Especially since my dr said before he checked, that most women don't start thinning/dialating until a little closer. I was IMMEDIATLY freaked out because when he was checking he cocked his head to the side, looked at the ( Read more... )

yesterday was a great day. I love the times that Nicko and I can sit at home/lay around, do absolutly nothing and have a wonderful time ( Read more... )

I've been off work since Friday. It has been pretty fantastic (other than my emotional breakdown Thurs. evening & all day Friday.) I've gone to bed at a reasonable time and was able to sleep well into the 10 o'clock hour. Then, Sunday night comes and WHAM. It was 1030 when I finally laid down and from 230 on I was up at like 20 minute intervals. It ( Read more... )

"no love, no glory. There's no hero in her scar ( Read more... )

I am so ready to find out what this baby is. Does my doctor not think that I need to know?? geez. It's almost to the point of torture.

I'm on a mission to find cute crib-sets for girls since Nicko wasn't fond of any of the ones I've found so far. Here's what I've got..


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somebody tell me why I busted my ass for 1.5 years on a CDA (that was MANDATORY in order to keep my job) that only tops my pay off at $10 p/h.
BUT, someone who has a degree in psychology (or any other random ass degree) is eligable to recieve $12 p/h base payI'm so fucking pissed off about this. I can go to school for 4 more years and recieve $2 ( Read more... )