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[beesting_death]

im tired of this stamp on my brain that says i need companionship to be happy. to care about someone else more than myself. well fuck all of that.
there's no one for me, because i get treated like shit and if i wasn't me, i'd almost swear i enjoy it

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[jamoistheman]

maybe you don't have to exist for something to be happy. Maybe we're all just here. You can't sit around and wonder what you're living for because then you start overthinking and end up feeling the way you do right now.

And a word of advice, if you find yourself living for love or someone else, you've gotta step back and put things in perspective. For one you're just turning 18 and it's time to just live for yourself and have fun. I'm not saying be some bitter person that stays in all the time by themselves, but life's too short to get hung up on pleasing other people, especially when you're young save that shit for when you're old and you've got little stefanie's and stefan's running around. Eitherway, hope you cheer up. <3

[defeated_face]

jamo makes a terrific point...he makes many terrific points in that comment actually..

and meeting new people is half of the reason we go to college..fuck education! bring on the hotties!!

lol love ya kid.

P.S. i met someone at MCC and he's a cutay =O !

[childish_rants]

You'll find someone.. You have a good 70 or so years to find someone who is perfect. Who ever said you can't get married at 80?

and find your own reason to live. make one. Music, friends, school, work, games, parties, whatever. It doesn't have to all be about love. Just make yourself happy.
<3