Yeah I guess no school is a good thing. But I like school. It entertains me. Plus it's the only time I see Mr. Jagger. Which sucks. But I got a lot of writing done in my story. I went from like 10 to 48 or something like that! I'm starting to like my story...well fantasy. It's my fantasy. I nearly cried twice. There's one part though, that I have ( Read more... )

Im still really hoping that im actually going to the wrestling thing! i still have yet to know for sure that im really going! i sure hope i am though. i really want to go. this would be a dream come true because im actually going to see Randy!! which is the first thing on my list of goals before i die. Another is to see him at an appearance and get ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting that feeling again. That feeling that something is wrong, and that confused feeling in my stomache. The feeling I had when all this Mr. Jagger or Randy stuff started. But this time, I'm not too sure what's wrong. Or what I'm confused about. Well, maybe I do. On January 5th a friend of the family is, or should I say, might be ( Read more... )

Well my Christmas really good. I got a new computer that I am very happy with. The only thing that kinda sucked was the fact that I really miss Mr. Jagger but I'm not worried because I know I'm going to see after Christmas break. And, I know he's not moving so that helps even better! But I still miss him. Yesterday I asked if my friend Pam could ( Read more... )

I got my class ring on Thursday, and that was the highlight of my week. There's this thing I'm supposed to do with my ring. I have a card thingy and it has 100 spaces on it. I am supposed to ask people most imortent to me to rotate my ring towards my pinky (a full turn) and then they sign the card. I'm supposed to keep the card so I can remember ( Read more... )

I'd love to say things are finally OK but if I did, I'd be lying, big time! The other day I walked up to Mr. Jagger and I said to him that I'd like to know how he feels about all this and he told me that he can't tell me by law, considering he's my teacher, he can't react to a situation such as this one. It's kind of confusing to me so I'm going to ( Read more... )

Right now I'm so sure and yet unsure about things. I thought I was in love with Mr. Jagger. I was so sure. All weekend I was thinking about him, and waiting. Waiting for the weekend to be over so I could go to school and see him again. Then I remembered Randy. I remembered that at one point in my life I had love only him. Loved him so much that I ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I finally got my chance to say something to Mr. Jagger. I walked up to him and I said "Um, do you think we could talk about this sometime?" And he said, "Yeah. Let's wait until next week. Give you some time." I said, "Ok, next week." And when I started to walk out the door, he said, "Hey, have a happy Thanksgiving." He did that to ( Read more... )

I think things are finally getting better. I have homeroom first thing in the morning at school for like seven minutes. Me being me, I cried about this whole Mr. Jagger and Randy thing. I went to Mrs. Porter again. I cried there too. But she said to me that he's nervous about all this. I kinda knew that I mean it is really obvious that he would be ( Read more... )

Well, I ended up falling in love with my teacher. Along with an actor that I found out in like June that I was actual in love with for almost two years. How bad is that? Last Thursday I realized I felt the same feelings for my teacher. I don't want to have feelings for my teacher. So I asked like 5 friends what to do to help me because I don't know ( Read more... )