update-ski

[beffno]

Hey! I haven't updated in a while, but things have been fun lately; although I have definitely not been happy these past few days also. They have also been very stressful, which added to me not being happy

Comments

[numberoneidiot]

wah... please don't cut again. ;___; it would be scary for everyone I think. *shudders* you are so pretty and nice and smart so I don't get where self mutilation will get you. ^_^

I think I saw you in the parking lot at sames club. we were driving in and you out so I couldn't really wave. it was yesterday... or day before... something like that. ^_^

[beffno]

Thanks, Roopa, I'm really trying not to!

you are so pretty and nice and smart Awwww!!!! Thanks Roopa!!! I didn't know you thought that of me!! aww thanks!!

Ohh, if you saw me, I was probably in this Jimmy that has really bad paint... haha. If you saw me in that, then that was me because I was at Sam's the other day.

[sindhi_princess]

1. you ARE crazy. so is everyone else.

2. you need to stop being suicidal plllleaeeeeaseeeee for meeeeeeeeeee

and 3. you're not a bitch. period.

4. i don't like chris.

[beffno]

1. haha, yeah.... I meant it in a bad way though!

2. Yes, I know, and I'm trying my hardest to stop it!!!

3. Thanks, Amrita!!!!!!!

4. haha, yeah, I know you don't.

Thanks, Umm.

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[xhurtandusedx]

i dont hate you!!!!beth you dont needa do that stuff!!(i know i'm still trying to stop)BUT YOU DONT NEED TO DO IT!! you're the sweetest person i know!!1. you listen to me when i need help..2.you're the greatest friend ANYONE could ever have!3.you put others first.4.you're not a bitch...and dont believe anyone who calls you one..5. it's okay to be crazy lol you know i am!6.chris is being an asshole so just dont worry about him.7.you have people who love an care about you!!(and i'm one of those peoples!!)p.s. you can call me whenever you want to if you need help,(pray first) then call me!hehe LOVE YOU ALOT!!Love Always ,Noel

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[beffno]

haha, I know you don't hate me, thanks!

1. YOu know that I'm always here to listen to you!!
2. THANKS SOOO MUCH!! You're a better friend though, haha!!!!
3. Well, I try, haha.
4. THANK YOU!! I just feel like I am some times!
5. hahha, yeah, thanks.
6. Yeah, he's better now!
7. Thanks hun!! I love and care about you too!!

Thanks soooo much for everything, Noel. I love you sooo much, you're such an awesome friend! I will call you!! I won't bypass the praying either, hehe. I love you!! THanks again!!!

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[xhurtandusedx]

hehehe no problem!!!i love you too!!you're an awesomer friend!!lolz love ya lots!i am always here for ya!MUAHZ!love always and forever Noel

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[beffno]

lol, thanks!! You're great, Noel,haha. Love you sooo much!!! Thanks for everything!!

[sylentstars]

Bethany Bethany Bethany.. what to say.. what to say.. First of all.. you are not a bitch.. if you look in the Dictonary and look up Bitch you will see a picture of me cuz I am the biggest bitch around :-D KIDDING! But anyway.. well Chris.. hmm I think hes saying that so that you DONT do it.. Beth you have no reason to do this to yourself.. it does not take the pain away.. it dont.. it just hurts you worse! I learned that the hard way.. please dont do it anymore. when you feel the NEED to.. instead of picture something sharp up pick the phone up.. call someone.. just to calm yourself down! I look @ myself in the mirror EVERYDAY and look and say.. why the hell am I here? then I look @ the pictures all over my wall and say.. thats why! Beth everyone is here for a reason.. and they leave for a reason. and you shouldnt leave until that reason is put to the test. I was told that when I was the way you are.. and beleive it or not it helped me out A LOT.. so please take that to your heart.. and think about it girlie! well thats all for me..

[beffno]

Thanks Karen. You;re not a bitch either though!!! I know that it doesn't really take the pain away, basically, I do it because I cause pain to other people, why not myself too? Wow, that is really a good quote, thanks a lot. That hit me hard. Thanks soooo much, Karen. I know we're not THAT great of friends and we don't really talk all THAT much, but I'm glad that you are still there for me and help me whenever you can. Thanks sooo much, Karen, you are an awesome friend! Love ya!!

[sylentstars]

well I dont think that you should look @ it that way anymore. I mean you think that you cause people pain but in reality you dont. Cuz I think the same thing, but then its like no I dont what the hell am I talking about you know? So just look @ it to where you say that you DONT cause pain to people, so therefor you wont wanna cause pain to YOU.. you know? But well I am glad that, that quote hit you hard. It hit me really hard too. Cuz it is so true when you think about it. So yeah just think about that quote and I bet you ANYTHING you wont feel so down! But well I know that we arent that good of friends, but I dont like to see people hurt, so I try to help out as MUCH as I can! I am glad that I did! Thanx I get that I am an awesome friend from A LOT of people.. sometimes its hard to believe but oh well! Love ya!

[beffno]

Thanks soo much for everything Karen!! Love ya!