ALL MY FUCKING LIFE

[beffno]

I'm a worthless, stupid, fat, ugly, pile of shit that is mistaken for as a human being, a fucking big ass blob that God obviously messed up on. Why the hell should I even be living right now?? Obviously, no one fucking cares. Sure, they may say they do but in the end they truly don't. Would they take a bullet for me? NO, okay, then they don't care

Comments

[sindhi_princess]

WHAATT THE HELL
?!?!?!??!
ok sorry i was in sc so i just read this. don't do anything stupid. i'll tty tomorrow till then...

[beffno]

It's okay Umm. You don't have to be sorry, I didn't do anything stupid. I thought about it this time. I hope everything went well in SC. I'll tty tomorrow though, everything is fine though, I promise.

<3 always

WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG!

[anonymous]

no. nope. nada. wrong wrong wrong. you're not fat, or ugly...or anything bad! You're a gifted human being! If anyone is to take the job of an ugly fat person, let it be me!!!!! 'cuz that would be WAY WAY more accurate. So hush, child! And people DO care....they're just assholes sometimes. But they really do. Shush. And don't pop pills or slit your wrists or anything like that...that's nasty anyways. All bloody and shit. JD bitch!

Heart-age (whether you believe it or not!!)

~JD~

damn

[anonymous]

wtf beth?you're not fat ugly or stupid...jeez what the hell?you're a nice,pretty,and smart person. you may not think so but trust me i do.i care about you and so do your friends and chris.please dont do anything to hurt the body that GOd created for you.it's beautiful.you're pretty inside and out.God loves you your family loves you your friends love you chris loves you and i love you!you're such a sweetie!never think anything less of yourself. this was just one of your crappy days you'll get over it sweetie!if u ever need anyone to talk to just call me.. [i'll email u the number]but yeah y ou're an awesome person and you're an inspiration!you're so talented and smart!well yeah g2g ttyl though!LOVE U LOTS!-Noel

Re: damn

[beffno]

Awwwwwwwwwwww!!! OMG, Noel, that is one of the sweetest things that I have ever had the privlege to hear in my WHOLE, ENTIRE life!! Thank you so much. Yeah, you know what it's like to just have 'one of those days' and hate the whole world and everything. Yeah, I had a few of those in a row and it all just exploded that night. Thank you so much for everything, hun! You are SOOOOO increbily awesome! Thank you! I love you!!!

Re: damn

[xhurtandusedx]

awe thanks beth!you're incredibly awesome too!!you always seem to brighten my days up when i'm depressed so the least i can do is brighten up your days!love you too!
Noel

Re: damn

[beffno]

:-D Thanks for always being there for me and everything. Without my friends, like you, I don't know where I would be right now, probably not here! Thanks for everything! Love ya!