i still just feel like skin, no core! no heart, im a prick ( Read more... )

You left me for dead so far away
I replaced you with fear and shame
You'll be happy on the day I die
There are things that used to make me laugh
But now they're deeply buried in the past
I left them there so far away
Replaced my humor with my pain
I'll be happy on the day it dies

head ach... oh well im over it ( Read more... )

its crazy... i finaly took the time to read some i thought i knew well and loved to death's live journal... i found i dont know thisperson by half....each thing i read reminded me of times this person tryed to talk to me... i dont think i took any notic of them at the time, took them for granted, reading this persons LJ made me realise how complex ( Read more... )

the sad thing is i know ill never be coolanuff.. or even just "me"anuff for anything plesent to happen! ill rot like any one else and go no where but mandurah.... i dont blame this on the town i blame it on me and my inablity to fuckin control even where i live... even where i fuckin part my hair! i want to be some one! but any thing i try i fail ( Read more... )

i had a fight with nazi house mate girl.... she had ago at me coz of a comunication error with the shopping.. and i forgot the cheese.. she called me retarded.. she calls me this all the time.. so i yelled back, and now she is trying the hole guilt trip thing about how she always cooks and cleans, when in reality her doing the work is a totaly ( Read more... )

this is the part where i spill my guts to alls viewing... but i cant find them, the nights are cold and the days short and im now where closer to where i wanna be, im just passing time and really acomplishing any thing or improving the quality of this life ive been given, im to picky and to lazy and close minded to really know any one for who they ( Read more... )

meh.. north bridge sucks but its where every one is going tnite...

GAY

ill just stay home and veg on the couch watch a flick and eat hj's or pizza

the internet makes me depresed.. im so glad i dont have the net in mandurah, coz i would do what i used to do... spend the hole day sitting in front of it and sulking coz no one was talking to me...way to many bad times sitting on this fit ball in my room... way to much junk and dust gathering in the space tragicly called my life... witch is what ( Read more... )

so i did a personality test... here are the results ......

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40% Stability |||| 13% Orderliness |||| 16% Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||| 30% Intellectual |||||| 23% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% ( Read more... )