head throbbing. take another sip detach soul floating. melt away a candle burning wax spilling hollow
run to the toilet puke and puke some more - a release lie on the cold marble floor savour the feeling of helplessness feel the chill stretching from your spine to your heart close your eyes and make a wish
Sometimes, the realisation and acceptance of the fact that the people you want to care for you, don't actually care for you can be startlingly comforting.
P.S. With no reference to my previous entry at all. On a macro view of things.