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[beingnaked]

Coma astas mi amigos and amigas. Yes i am depressed and i dont know why. I keep remembering seattle and julie and what i did and what she did and some sausege fest blah its not her persay its what and how i treated her. It reminds me of every bad encounter with a girl for the last half of my life damn me and damn you. All the hot chicks are taking

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[raven_retorts]

what happened with you and this julie?

[beingnaked]

Ha. Uhm I was up in seattle in this hotel for some contest thing and me and my friend brandon were eating thai food next to the pool. It was in the middle of winter so its pretty cold up in seattle in an outside pool. Well this one girl from another band comes into the swimming pool for a dip because its a heated . She wants some company so she asks us if we could come in the pool, it being winter we didnt think to pack our shorts but i had those weird pants you zip off at the knee so i gave all my stuff to my friend to go up to the room and jumped in. We same for about an hour then went to the hot tub and just talked and shit then a whole pack of these guys that were staying at the hotel down from canada came in and jumped in the hot tub. So im like ill talk to you later well there was no later. Everytime i saw her next it was with those canadian guys. I havent seen her since after we left seattle. Besides her the trip blowed. I mean im not bad looking but its hard going through a trip full of highschool students all over 10 states

[feiistyangel]

Well, this might just make matters worse, or better.... but I miss you, a lot. I was thinking the other day that we've known eachother a little over 4 years... wow. You know i'm always here for you hon, especially when it comes to talking. The last time you turned to me for help and a shoulder to lean on... it made me feel so good that you could come to me with anything. :) email me sometime honey... I'd hate to lose touch with you, and that's what's happening.
love, Alexis