just realized my parents anniversary is on saturday and the party i was gonna go to is on saturday so i have to babysit suzie my sista...o well she is cute... any body wanna watch her with me... i dont want to be bored... she's a cutie patutie!!!!!!!
if ya do tell me...Love beka...

i just wanted to say i love you all who read this entry and that you rock my world kairos leaders....they know who they are and i love loya too, and melissa....i just felt like writing this so yeah i am gonna eat my pot pie and GO GET SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!see everybody i love tomorrow bright and early ( Read more... )

Hey kids it is beka and im really horny and dont know why sorry ne ways ( Read more... )

hey i need help um yeah i dont know who to go with to prom... ryan cant make up his freakin mind i think he will go stag... o well cant force it...o yeah i am really upset at my parents because they keep saying move on and find something else to dwell about.. they dont understand at all... maybe i will wait for a while i have time... ryan knows ( Read more... )

so i went ot cindys house at around oh 130 and at 330 when i was gonna leave um i stood up and had a big hole in my pants .....embarassed...yes...hehehe...at least somebody wasnt there wait i dont care its okay....yeah im eating ice cream again so yeah i am probably go out with ryan possibly....just AS FRIENDS... maybe to a movie r there any funny ( Read more... )

Melissa B. is coming over to my house today oh she better and if not i will be mad... she said she would. Hey i like being single .....for now anyways....hehehe.... yeah its quite fun you get to flirt and stuff!)
anyways i will talk later gots to eat something with sugar in it ....o like ice cream...yeah...
love beka

i need coffee cause for some reason i couldnt go to sleep and um... yeah i have to go to cindys like 2 horas.... yeah well i need cafefine. I was working on my talk after i talked to joe, and got really into it and never went to sleep till around ohhh...i dont know 430 yeah so i will probably fall asleep at cindys.... god i need coffee...
love

Okay so um i dont know what to do... i really dont know should i go to prom with someone that needs to make his mind up or should i ask someone...i would say who but i cant cause i dont know if i should ask him...isnt the guy suppose to anyways? well i dont know maybe i get the guts and ask him...whats there to lose... i cant wait forever for the ( Read more... )

fun,fun,fun:
I got to ride in Jakes motorcycle/car/really freakin cool!0
Yeah i had the biggest smile on my face and it was the highlight of my day and probably week!)

BAD:
Tomorrow i need to start a diet and that probably wont happen.. o well
love simply beka

Hey guys its Beka Rucker....um... yeah Joe Wahl got me into this. Yeah its pretty tight. So today i went with Cindy, luci, Joe and Jake to Applebees and then to a store and then to visit Ian cause he got his wisdom teeth out!! We bought him eegees and he looked so tired poor guy ( Read more... )