I just realized this morning, as I was making a very long commute, that if I died today I wouldn't have achieved more than a few of my life's dreams. I wonder what I am waiting for and why I am wasting so much time? It's funny how people are surrounded by television and books and movies all depicting people taking risks to follow their dreams, ( Read more... )

My brother and I are having this long conversation about cheese and he is clearly obsessed with Kraft Singles. He said, and I quote ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had the unyielding urge to drive off the road. I am not quite sure what is wrong with me lately, but everything feels so god damn hopeless and I am tired of being down. Maybe I am not doing enough to change it or maybe I internalize everything, but I am seriously unhappy deep down in my red meat.

Why would anyone want to live forever?

Bauhaus is touring with NIN??????
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night my family was all over at my grandma's house for dinner and my little cousins were playing with the Atari. My grandma came back to the table and exclaimed to my aunt, uncle and me, "I don't think the little boys can get the BONG game working!" We all just cracked up. My uncle said, "Mom, it's PONG, the BONG game is more of a college ( Read more... )

My cage is small
constricting breath
neither side nor flat
can create my comfort
yet I persist in pain
to push my flesh against its bars
in search of freedom
I will no doubt squander

Last night we went out for Dan's birthday and it was a great time! I am so glad that my week from hell is officially over and now I can just relax and do the things I want to do. Right now I am going to have some peanut butter toast and watch Rear Window. Life is good.....for now at least......

It is really too bad that you can't tell stupid people that they are stupid. It might save everyone some headache in the future.

Nobody wants to hear that you had a realization that you were still in love with them when you woke up next to someone else. It kind of ruins all the magic!