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This is really ridiculous. I finally just told her. I wasn't drunk, I was...perfectly fine. A little tired, I guess.
It's taken me all day, but I've finally figured out what it is. She obviously doesn't feel the same way, despite what Jeanette has been trying to tell me. We're friends though - she doesn't want to hurt my feelings by telling me so. I guess that's rather nice of her, but I'd much prefer to just told as straight as I told her. I mean...at least she knows why I act like such a git now. There's her explanation.
That's something that's missing for me. She's always kissing my cheek and being so nice to me. I bet she feels sorry for me...But...I don't want to be anyone's object of pity. Bloody hell!
So I'm not going to mope around like I did last time. That just made everything awkward for everyone involved. I'm going to act as though nothing's happened. Enough of this love stuff...everyone's had enough of it. Including me.
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This is really ridiculous. I finally just told her. I wasn't drunk, I was...perfectly fine. A little tired, I guess.
It's taken me all day, but I've finally figured out what it is. She obviously doesn't feel the same way, despite what Jeanette has been trying to tell me. We're friends though - she doesn't want to hurt my feelings by telling me so. I guess that's rather nice of her, but I'd much prefer to just told as straight as I told her. I mean...at least she knows why I act like such a git now. There's her explanation.
That's something that's missing for me. She's always kissing my cheek and being so nice to me. I bet she feels sorry for me...But...I don't want to be anyone's object of pity. Bloody hell!
So I'm not going to mope around like I did last time. That just made everything awkward for everyone involved. I'm going to act as though nothing's happened. Enough of this love stuff...everyone's had enough of it. Including me.
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