Don't apologize, Euan. Really - what happened in the Library was as much your fault as Nicky's, and mine as well. He was being an asshole, but he's never like that - I swear
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Don't talk about the future like you can tell what's going to happen. No one's perfect, not Nicky, not you, and not ME (remember that please).
But don't think that you can get away with emotional talk like this, Euan. Where will you get all of your manly cred from, then? (Haha.)
Yes, please, put the past behind you but always remember it when you're acting in the future. Don't be an idiot. Some people have put a lot of stock in you. Myself included.
I love you, Euan, but don't start getting soft on me. You're supposed to be in Gryffindor, remember? Jeanette and I are the little fluffy Puffs.
Just don't... I don't know. Just don't. Because I do. I will. I can? I might. I don't even know what I'm writing any more. What right do you have to do this to me?!I don't know what to do, Euan. One part of me wants to give you a chance because we're already so close and I really do have feelings for you but the other half of me thinks you're a piece of shit for ruining what I have with Nicky because it's so different and good. But I do wish
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I just thought I owed you something beyond a simple apology.
And...I already said I was sorry, but all that kind of makes me feel the need to say it again. I'm not trying to drive you crazy on purpose, I just...well...no, I don't know. Nevermind. I'm not sorry for ruining what you have with Nicky.
I don't know what else I can say. My manly cred is gone by now. Stop leading me on and I'll be able to stop simpering over you and then you won't have to be nice and lead me on anymore.
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But don't think that you can get away with emotional talk like this, Euan. Where will you get all of your manly cred from, then? (Haha.)
Yes, please, put the past behind you but always remember it when you're acting in the future. Don't be an idiot. Some people have put a lot of stock in you. Myself included.
I love you, Euan, but don't start getting soft on me. You're supposed to be in Gryffindor, remember? Jeanette and I are the little fluffy Puffs.
Just don't... I don't know. Just don't. Because I do. I will. I can? I might. I don't even know what I'm writing any more. What right do you have to do this to me?!I don't know what to do, Euan. One part of me wants to give you a chance because we're already so close and I really do have feelings for you but the other half of me thinks you're a piece of shit for ruining what I have with Nicky because it's so different and good. But I do wish ( ... )
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And...I already said I was sorry, but all that kind of makes me feel the need to say it again. I'm not trying to drive you crazy on purpose, I just...well...no, I don't know. Nevermind. I'm not sorry for ruining what you have with Nicky.
I don't know what else I can say. My manly cred is gone by now. Stop leading me on and I'll be able to stop simpering over you and then you won't have to be nice and lead me on anymore.
Sadly,
Love,
Euan
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I did really appreciate the apology, it was so sweet of you and it meant more than you probably think. But I don't know.
Cathy
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