i have been seriousley contimplating whether i want to end what i have with kieth. tonight sealed the deal however. i called him to talk. and he picked up and hung up. then i tried again and he had turned it off.. so he is making it clear he doesnt care about me... but i had soooooo much fun tonight.. mikey, drew, willie, matt v. 2 and i all went ( Read more... )

i have the worst feeling at the bottom of my stumoch... its like i know breaking up would be the best thing for me.. but i cant help but feel like i am, not that i am making the wrrong decision, over reacting to his stupidness... i dont know ( Read more... )

aaaah so frusterated.. jen is right.. JEN YOUR RIGHT. am going to do it next time i am with him.. this summer is going to be fun i think... i have been hanging out with mikey alot.. he is the coolest kid ever.. i told him i might go back and work at green river drive riding horses that have never been ridden.. and i think he is the only guy in my ( Read more... )