wow.. so its been over a year since ive written on this thing ( Read more... )

so life has just been sucking and testing me in all the wrong ways...

im absolutely exhausted and i need to sleep.. seriously, nothing like two morning in a row falling asleep at the wheel, the first morning i literally drove into a bush.. thank god for rumble strips on the highways.. damn

im not doing so well with bothering to update these things anymore- but right now i feel the need to. megan and heather depew- you are two of the most amazing people i have ever met and will ever meet in my life.. i say all this here, because i know that no one from school has this link or could ever find this.. i love you two like you were my true ( Read more... )

well i'll be damn...i just got home ( Read more... )

i dont care,
i feel much better.

i wish i had something logical and important to say...

edit: oh, my mom just asked me why i look like im staring into death

lovely

i dont check my xanga too often anymore- but im glad i just did.. thanks for the comment spam.. it made me smile ( Read more... )

been so busy. sun burnt to a crisp, band camp everyday, state theatre everynight..now work.. yeah, a paying job.. now my family can shut the hell up about my 132 hours of volunteer work since this past june.. but im constantly on the go.. sometimes i believe thats truely a good thing.. but really.. im not so sure ( Read more... )

Well.. it's been odd.. And incredibly busy ( Read more... )

even the stars refuse to shine