don't you hate it when you think you want someone so badly, but you know you could never have them? well, there seems to be a lot of that going around lately. i guess you just learn to cope, right? right ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun ( Read more... )

WE WON!! WE WON!! We WoN!!! WoOoOoOoHoOoOoOo ( Read more... )

i am sooo glad that everything has gotten better since last time ( Read more... )

life couldn't be anymore confusing and jumbled up than it is right now ( Read more... )

he didn't call today, and he wasn't at practice ( Read more... )

OM was enjooyable. our car doesn't work anymore. we're all stressed. we're also changing our skit. not a good plan, but we voted, and majority won--- i was the minority. hopefully today'll be a good day ( Read more... )

i've made up my mind... if he isn't at swimming thursday, and i haven't heard from him by friday, i'm going to call him. i can't sit around wondering forever. i need to know. espcially with world comming up. i don't want to think about him and what's going on while i'm there, i'll have more important things to think about ( Read more... )

i am going to go crazy. simply crazy. he wasn't at swimming again, and he hasn't called me back. i can't decide whether or not to call him again, because i don't want to appear desperate. i don't know if by not calling me back, he was trying to shrug me off, or what. should i take the hint and leave him alone? sometimes i think i should, but other ( Read more... )

he wasn't there ( Read more... )