To do list ( Read more... )

Lists lists lists because "It helps to write it down, even if then you cross it out". (name that song).

Lyrics whose words remind me of you. 5 different people. Some who do not read this journal, some who do, some who shouldn't, and some who refuse. Some lyrics are directly to people, and some were just pulled because the entire song reminds me of ( Read more... )

It's frightening, and terribly sad, to look around at a family gathering and realize the next time we're all together will be for a funeral ( Read more... )

Weird Dreams I've Had in the Past Two Weeks

A friend very ill in the hospital and I'm not allowed into the hospital to see her so I join a SWAT team, get super fast training, and drop through the ceiling. And then I get thoroughly berated for coming through the ceiling. And then the President calls me to his office for misuse of government resources ( Read more... )

CK was a supahstah today. I rode him the hardest I have since I got back and he fussed at first and then stepped right up to the plate. We worked in both directions outside, and cantered in both directions quietly. I did not use the martingale. I read a book in Borders which talked about that tense carousel canter. The picture could have been of CK ( Read more... )

You only wish you knew what was in my head right now. You only wish. I wish I could say I'm the better person, but I'm not. So I'm giving up.

Watched a movie with Kyrie tonight, saw Dawn, chatted with Carrie last night during the Fish Parade, and after riding on a high all day and feeling positively happy, I hit a snag in the day. Good thing it's ( Read more... )

Tu, the betta ( Read more... )

I got a fish. A beta. He's very pretty. A shiny blue with purple and pink coloring too. He doesn't have a name yet. I'm searching currently for a name from mythology for him, as I watch him attack his reflection in the corner of the tank. i got a mini tank because one of the admissions counselors had her beta in filtered moving water and he was a ( Read more... )

Pony was a bit of a prick today, but I kinda like when he gets cocky and tries to boss me around. Shows how much more confidence under saddle he has. I still haven't figured out why I have to kick the lazy arse around outside but inside, I'm doing half halts and transition after transition to keep him on my aids. Really confuzzled about that one. ( Read more... )

Okay. So bugs did survive my luggage. The fucking flying ants I hated in Nicaragua? apparently nested inside my costa rican sarong...and I unfolded it here last night, didn't notice, tried to sleep. Then I felt myself covered in bugs. Now there are hundreds of these fuckers in my room, while my roommate's sleeping, and I'm trying to kill them all. ( Read more... )