Johnathon died last night in a car accident--details are sketchy. I'm sad. We were friends in highschool, drifted apart as I did with most my HS friends because we were so different. Sounds like another Kennett kid died with him, one who maybe didn't graduate, they haven't released his name yet. I can't get John's smile out of my head. Always ( Read more... )

How could I be so STUPID. SO STUPID. Oh my god. I LOST MY PASSPORT. How could I be so FUCKING STUPID. Looks like I'm not going to Nicaragua. I cannot even believe it. Ugh.

so here's an rp. because yeah. i felt like it.

I love these two characters together. They are so different from each other that they're just constantly foiling...

Always Know Where ( Read more... )

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're comin' back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And ( Read more... )

I'm DONE with my second year of college. Halfway done! Oh my god. I'm giddy. I also can't feel my right hand and its spasming. bedtime.

luff.

ps love my gators. as cheesy as it sounds.

can't sleep so I'm trolling CL and doing a survey

1. Describe your ex in one word?
Depressed

2. Do you have a favorite type of pen?
Hm. No. I have lost all my pens so right now, whatever I can find. Normally yes. I only write in blue ink tho.

3. Did you know that May 16th is National Piercing Day?
We have national days for everything now don't we ( Read more... )

16 days to Nicaragua and I'm frightened, and relieved.

Frightened because I don't think I'm cut out to do this, to speak in only Spanish for 10 days, to build a school, to change people's lives, to not wash clothes for 10 days, to be with 9 other girls, to step this far out of my comfort zone. But relieved because I need this relief. I loved going ( Read more... )

who was the last person...

You hung out with?
Caitlin, Ben and Katy

2.Rode in a car with?
Caitlin, Ben and Katy

3. Went to the movies with?
My sister or Ashley Jooooooo

4. Went to the mall with?
Uh no fucking clue. Hate the mall.

5. You talked on telephone phone to?
Rachel from HC. Her pony's sick :(

6. Made you laugh?
probably Caitlin

7. Last person you told ( Read more... )

Uh. So I trolled LJ. through a horse forum link. and I'm confused. Stupid people confuse me. How can you forgive someone for being themselves? One girl actually wrote "i forgive him for being himself at times". Right okay.

Must pack. Holy shit. Pack and study. Holy shit. I hate this time of year.

I want to trip inside your head
spend the day there
Hear the things you haven't said
see what you might see

Want to hear you when you call
do you feel anything at all?
I want to see your thoughts take shape
And walk right out

Freedom has a scent
Like the top of a new born baby's head

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've seen ( Read more... )