fuck

[beligerantdrunk]

It seems like when im sad or have something on my mind i always do this. I speak my mind to this fucking journal that everyone reads. Im fucking hurting, bad..Why do i keep doing this to myself. Feeling like i need this certain someone in my life when it is just hurting me. Even though i do love him i dont know if any love is worth this pain. Is it

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[scream_sayonara]

i dont know whats going on with you guys
but i do know
that i miss my bartender
and i would love it if we could all have a ladies date.
hamburger marys?
lets talk about this!

[beligerantdrunk]

i miss you too!!but things are all better with us, well for now at least...yes im in need for a ladies date soo bad i miss everyone so much