i'm at a very transitional place right now. between two parts of my life. sometimes i don't know what to do with myself or where i feel like i belong. that usually takes me to the feeling that i want to be living abroad, in a different world from the one here that makes me feel awkward at times.

i graduate tomorrow. i'll be home on friday for hopefully 3-4 weeks before having to come back up to SC.

JUST TO PROVE HOW AWESOME SANTA CRUZ IS...IT HAILED TONIGHT AND THIS IS ON THE PIER AT THE BEACH. THERE WAS SNOW ON THE BEACH AND PEOPLE WERE SNOWBOARDING DOWN THE HILL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CLOSED OFF STREET.


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update:
didn't get summer job in france.

andrew, i'll go storm chasing with you.

the latest:
i'm graduating from college 3 weeks from tomorrow, 
which means i'll be home in 3 weeks for at least a couple weeks. 
i have a boyfriend.
i'm waiting this month to hear about a summer job in france.
i am happy.

i have a dark piano and i play moody blues, the kind you play in dark smokey bars and i drink my dark wine while playing my moody keys. i should be smoking a cigarette and filling the room with my dark moody smoke. drinking my blues and smoking the keys all while it rains outside.

twenty two years in eight days.

goodbye again. tomorrow's for santa cruz. i'm really happy i got to hang out with some of you while i was home. i love you guys.

i'm home. love me.

it's 1:15am. i have to get up in 3 hours to go to the airport. i should probably go to sleep.