I always try to find something interesting to write about, but this time there is nothing really. Just been working and feeling like shit. I think I'm getting to that point where I really don't understand anything about the shit I do or the way people act. It's all just molding into one big misunderstood blob. *BLOB*....everything is simply fuzzy ( Read more... )

Bah bah bah..so this morning SUCKED. I worked my ass of last night and came home and got an actually decent amount of sleep. Woke up all rested and ready to go get something to eat before work and my damn truck wouldn't start. I had to book it to schucks cuz they were gonna be closed in an hour, but I made it and all is well. I had to deal with my ( Read more... )

Things are getting more interesting for me by the day. It's weird, I feel like I am not being myself at all lately...like something in me said fuck it, do what you like. So far this new thing is working out for the worst..not good. I am so fucking tired. Worked kicked my ass considering the huge hangover that came with it. Kay i'm done~L

Hhmmmm...let see, I have tonight off and that makes me SSOOOOOO fuckin' happy. We are going to get yaeger and go to Alans for the birthday party stuffs. I cut my hair agian and I think it looks so damn cute. I don't know why, but I have been in the best mood lately. Live and let go seems to be working very well for me. That and all the sex..oh yeah ( Read more... )

Just got off work a bit ago..I went over to Sid's house and saw his new baby girl Arowen, she's a beautiful kid with dark blue eyes and suprisingly thick auburn hair for just recently being born. It was kewl, hung out with the baby and then played video games with my two "bros"! I am doing laundry at Jack's right now and contemplating whether I ( Read more... )

Oh holy shit this has been the longest freakiest two weeks of my life...drive to Olympia, then turn around and drive all the way to Kamloops B.C., then to port gamble where I had way too much to drink but all around a good time. All this traveling has helped me get my mind off of the other shit. I still don't know what I am going to do, I have to ( Read more... )

I seem to be ignored the more and more I write in this thing. Or when I write the really actually interesting posts, I get maybe one reply guess everybody else is too busy with saying what shirt they got at the mall today...or whether or not they're cut out for this shit we call life. Or maybe it's the fact that most of these people aren't friends ( Read more... )

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I forgot how good it feels to lay in the sun all day and forget everything because all that's important is that you're relaxed and don't give a shit. I am at Jack's right now, I finally got a day off and instead of sleeping I thought I should hang out with the 'outside' instead of locking myself in my dark freckin' room. And hey, I needed a tan ( Read more... )

So, things have been...very weird lately. I have been working all the time, and having no life really, but the little time I get to spend with my friends is really nice as of late. I crave more of it then usual and my drive to do better things seems to start playing whenever I'm around them. We are going to try and buy a house together, probably a ( Read more... )