Feeling kinda lost in my own world...of my own making. I've really screwed myself over this time ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going on with me. I really don't. So, we'll just have a mass brain-spill and see what comes out ( Read more... )

..Went grocery shopping with the parentals....dinner first. We were gonna go to Panda Express...but I talked them into swapping to ABC...got bitched out about it too. Whatever. Went to Wally World and yeah.....ran into Micah...and that was interesting. My parents had some interesting things to say about that little incident ( Read more... )

I hate my dentist. She's mean. >< Stupid. Shots. In the mouth. Hurts. MY TONGUE IS NUMB!!! I CAN'T FEEL MY TONGUE!!!

Well. Went out with a friend from high school last night...that was interesting. I'm trying to gauge where I stand with him. It's kinda strange to not know, after all this time.

He has this whole boob fascination apparently. >_< He kept poking mine all night...and then when we stopped at the old theatre to see what was playing, and were ( Read more... )

Whee.. Okay then ( Read more... )

Well...today was interesting. Went to church......(Tate came, and that was awesome)...but after that, I went to Circuit City to get my SR installed....and that's where the interesting part came in ( Read more... )

LMAO...that's Carson's new phrase. He's soooo cuuuute!! I got to spend the afternoon with my baby ( Read more... )

I feel like a shell... like there's nothing left but what I fake...how I put on a show for everyone.

I miss what I had, what I was...so much. I miss the vitality there. I feel so dead. And there's nothing that can save me...

Basic recap..before I spill my mind ( Read more... )