Fear

[bella_violet20]

I fear now that school is starting again, we will drift apart. It would be so easy considering how I’ve been feeling.

I don’t want that to happen.

Mostly I just want you (however I can get you).

I don't want to forget how this summer changed me and I'm afraid I won't remember you were even here so intimately.

I miss you. Already.

Comments

[mangobaby]

I see every entry you make...just to let you know.

We will probably drift some, school gets busy! But I promised you I wasn't going anywhere for good, and I meant it.

Sometimes I get quiet...because I'm not sure what to say. If this summer changed you, please please hold on to that and not to your depression. You don't have to feel so lifeless and lonely and sad all the time - and now you know it...so please, try to remember that? Find comfort in how you're better, not in how you used to be.

I'm running late to leave. Ah.

[bella_violet20]

Yeah I know. Just don't read it if you think it's about you or it hurts you. That's the last thing I intend. 'Tis the danger of me posting anywhere but this is similar to something I wrote on tumblr.

I'm trying. It's just difficult right now. :/

[bella_violet20]

Thanks.