"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his ( Read more... )

What a crazy-ass night....oooomg

So me n the girls go to John Adams with about 7 guys from St. John's University in Staten Island (all NY Italians <3) and everythings goin well, everyones havin a good time. But then all of a sudden our guys get into this huuuuge freakin fist fight in the middle of the dance floor with Weiss, Rocco, and the bar ( Read more... )

So Tom came to me in a dream the other night. We were in the center of Fanwood, by the clock. I was with some friends just talking, and all of a sudden i saw him walking over the bridge. I was like "Tom! What are you doing??? Youre not supposed to be here! Youre dead now, remember?!" He was like "Yea I know, I just felt like taking a little ( Read more... )

I definitely need to get my priorities straightened out. I've got all these goals set for myself, but if I dont start focusing on my work again, Im gonna be goin nowhere real fast. Why am I getting so lazy all of a sudden? I gotta get my act together...

So I'm listening to "On My Way", my favorite Absent Minded song....Tom actually sings it. I'm coming home tomorrow afternoon to go to the wake and everything. I know that the second I step in there and see Tom laying there, Im gonna start ballin. Im kinda scared. I dont know how Im gonna do this. Im not good at these things. And I know the ( Read more... )

I just got back from a new exercise class I signed up for. It's called Butts and Guts and the instructor is really nice. Me n the girls stayed after the class to talk to with her about some stuff we wanna try next time. Her perfume was really strong though. I think the particles got in my nose or something...lol...cuz i still smell it..... The ( Read more... )

ugh 8:00am German......

I'm so tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

So it's been confirmed. Even with all my wishing and praying that it was just some sick, twisted rumor....it was confirmed. Tom, you're gonna be missed by so many people. Yes, you made some bad decisions in your life, but that never made me think any less of you. You never failed to bring a smile to my face with your crazy antics. And I will ( Read more... )

Please, Lord, let this just be some kind of sick twisted rumor. I dont care how many people tell me that its the truth, I dont want to believe them. PLEASE just let it be a rumor....please...

yea....I TOTALLY BITCHED OUT THAT SKETCHBALL AT THE BEACH LAST NIGHT!! WOOOO!! lol The hosts of the party had to pry the fuckhead away from me before I killed him. But hey, I felt disrespected! No decent guy would just walk up to a girl and grab her ass like she's his bitch or something. Haha that guy was so scared while I was goin Brooklyn on ( Read more... )