for the past month i've been really happy. Maybe its a new friend??hmmmm...

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER DAVID

my heart hurts

im extremely nervous to get blood work done tomorrow. I hate needles. In my skin. and i never get a cool nurse that gives suckers or cookies ( Read more... )

and yet another death in the family brings me to an update in the LJ. my other Gramma passed on Saturday. God Bless her soul ( Read more... )

so i dont understand peoples obsession wiht bieng fake... making other people think something totally different from the truth. I do it all the time.. im pretty sure everyone's done it. Like when your extremely outraged with someone and when they ask you if your mad at them you say no. Why????? well for me I either do it because, 1. i've fought ( Read more... )

just finished my second set of gay exams. but i was pretty excited yesterday cus i passed my chemistry exam.. meaning i passed the class. It was all depending on that. pshhh ii knew i could do it. cus im sweet like that ( Read more... )

my grandma died today. She was my dads mom and had sixteen kids.... Its so wierd that shes gone. Shes been sick for so long but i never thought it would come to this. I used to go to her house and rake her backyard and throw away all the leaves. Her backyard was like a jungle. and when we visited on Sunday she gave me chocolate milk, tht was ( Read more... )

definitly cant wait until Friday getting cute and going to P.F. Changs with my besteses.. got my hair cut its extremely short and im just getting used to it. Alot of ppl like it... but im not used to it yet. I have aquired a new passion for sleeping. I do it wayy to much. School is ok i suppose... going back from break really sucks. 1st hour is ( Read more... )

so im definitley getting my hair done in a couple mi nutes by my sweeet cousin samantha. And i love Kelly clarkson's so haha yes im pretty flippin excited. hair so im gonna go with that.

awww nuts gotta work again tonight till close. i think my work takes advantage of my newness. cus ive worked every weekend since ive started. Im debating to get them all a goldfish or not. no ill just get them the crackers ( Read more... )