I'm so f-ing sick of so much...I despise school and everything to do with it...i have an assload of tests papers and projects all due within hmm 2 weeks...I just found out today tht ppl r talking shit now...wonderful...and don't even get me fucking started on prom and how shitty I feel about all about that...everything from my body to the plans to ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover


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I'm sorry that I'm selfish...but after a while, always feeling like second, or third, or fourth, or god knows what fiddle all the way in the back to absolutely everyone, all the time, gets lonely....
*What happened to feeling special?* =(

Although it was an overall good weekend especially b/c i got to see Lou !!! which you know if you even remotely speak to me is very exciting...got to see sin city which is really really good massively violent which i enjoy although half naked women alert (good for some, depressing for me lol) and i got some cd's and whatnot so goodtimes...also got ( Read more... )

I just wonder sometimes who's right...them or me ( Read more... )

*Life with men is like a deck of cards.... You need a Heart to love them, a Diamond to marry them, a Club to beat them, and a Spade to bury the bastards*

How true it is...

I don't really know what to say anymore...wish I was good enough to make someone want to come home and see me...but hey...it is just me after all...

*If I had just one tear running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your expense
Maybe all my misery would be well spent*

Last night was absolutely terrible...worst night in a long time...massive emotional breakdown...one of those where everything hits you all at once and...you wish you had someone there (recurring theme) to tell you it would be okay...(although nicole did do tht and gave me a hug and for everything she did i could never thank her enough) I guess when ( Read more... )

Maybe if I refuse to have feelings anymore ( Read more... )

Woooo time to complain! Sorry all (all maybe 2 of you who read this)...just got alot on my mind ( Read more... )