Hey - so much for promising to come back on here. ;-) George makes it worth it for me - don't feel so invisible ( Read more... )

Ok - I think I'm back on here now - haven't gotten my puter at the house yet but I have enough access to here that I have no excuse to stop keeping in touch ( Read more... )

I can't believe its been so damn long since I've logged on here - I feel so isolated lately - I guess that happens when you have no reliable form of communication.... So where do things lie now? I am working for myself doing what I love - not making close to what I deserve - but for now its working out. Billy has harder times than ever before - ( Read more... )

Its Friday - just had a conf @ Billy's school - went ok - I think. We are getting our tree today - and since its raining - I may break down and get a fake one - which is actually an Italian right of passage anyways - so it was going to have to be done sooner or later ( Read more... )

I started work today. Why can't anything ever fall into place without me running around putting everything where it belongs?! Snow Day - 1st of the season. Wtf. So now where does Billy go or who comes to watch him while I work? I called Mrs. J. and brought him there - managed to be 10 minutes late and look like an ass ( Read more... )

Hmm - where did I leave off? I'd check - but only have a few minutes on here. A few people thought I fell off the face of the Earth - had I only been so lucky ( Read more... )

And so begins the holiday season. This is going to be very hard on me. I am quite used to smiling and making everyone who hates this time of year like it, at least some. This year though - I retire. I can't handle it. I will make it magical for Billy - because thats how it needs to be for a child. In the back of my mind I am realizing that I ( Read more... )

Well I did it, and I did it alone. I gave up the winter rental and got myself into a small apartment here in town. I am to pay $150 per week all utilities included. So my rent is $600/month. Thats cheap - still hard - very hard - for me to do - but its a step in the right direction. Hopefully my Dad can help me here - which is why I told the ( Read more... )

My Dad just put 1 week on his credit card for me to have a room. I feel so bad that he feels bad about me staying at his house last night ( Read more... )

Hi Yvonne. I just wanted to thank you for all your help with Billy on the times he was in your home ( Read more... )