well, i did it. i went to see harry potter alone today. it was alright. the situation that is. the movie was good.  i like the darker movies.  i would get little twinges of lonelyness and paranoia like people knew i was there alone and were talking about it.  and midway through i had a mini panic because i couldnt find my keys. turns out i was in a ( Read more... )

so i think to make it in this world you either have to have the looks or a good personality. yea, that sucks. i have niether.    mom and dad come home tomorrow. i havent dont anyhting all week of course.  went to target one day got some things. they are remodeling the one in white marsh. got some new sunglasses for $10 and normal tioletries. even ( Read more... )

didnt fall alseep until 430 had to wake up at 630.  tried to fight it but when i got home at yesterday  9am from dropping of the parents i fell asleep until 2ish.
managed to watch Cadillac Records before I passed out. I love movies about music history, music in general.  im gonna go ahead and put beyonce on my list of role models. 
got a call from ( Read more... )

i've been having a lot with all the sleeping ive been doing. i started analyzing them when i notices reaccuring themes.  i know dumb right? i thought and still kind of think so too. but lots of dreams with water.  mostly the ocean being turbulent on the beach and tsunamis.  according to my research it matches with what ive been feeling.  ( Read more... )

hi, im turning 25 in a month and still have knock down drag out fights with my parents. this time it was dad. monday night 10:30 he came in while i was on the computer interneting as usual.  he decides this is a perfect time to ask his obvious emotionally  unstable daughter "are you still looking for a job?", "maybe you should get some help""youre ( Read more... )

the parents leave for a weeklong vacation in michigan on saturday. i drop them off at the airport saturday morning at 8ish. mom spent the whole weekend trying to convince me to go.  she almost had me then after she talked to aunt k yesterday firming up plans I decided not to.  Lots of reasons why. 1)no room for me in the car and house they are ( Read more... )

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, answer these questions. Pass it on. You can't use the artist I used. Try not to repeat a song title. Repost as "My Life According to (ARTIST NAME)".

Are you a male or female? She Always Leaves
Describe yourself: Just Getting Started
How do you feel? .How Does This Happen
If you could go anywhere, where would you ( Read more... )

bonefish grill garlic mashed potatoes and green beens, silver mining company crab pretzel, chili's 2for1 margaritas, soft serve vanilla ive cream, cinamon bun, milky way, steak quesildilla with extra cheese, friendly's grilled cheese, bacon cheese burger, the cheese off the top of french onion soup, chicken tenders, baskin robbins cake, jumbo lump ( Read more... )

I wake up in the morning and the day goes by slow.  I sometimes force myself to sleep until 2pm. That way the day goes by faster.  When I say day , I mean watching tv and interneting.  Ive taken to swallowing tylenol pm at night so i can sleep.  I cant sleep because I dont do anything during the day.  Im up to a tolerance of four capsules ( Read more... )

So it's 10:30 pm on a Tuesday night.  We (mom, dad and i) just got home from another family dinner. It was like the millions we had had before. mostly "remember when" talk and "happy birthdays" to the person who's date of birth it happened to be (my youngest closest cousin, the one who was in the car crah,  turnned 18 today) and/or and my aunt, ( Read more... )