I just wanted to let everyone know i was back from camp. It was amazing. I'll post more later but here's a teaser. I'm single again and was described as a slut by several of my camp friends, and it didn't bother me at all. I'll talk more later. Gotta go reafd harry potter/ shower/sleep.

1. I have no more kittens. all of them have been adopted. now its juts me and their mama downstairs. I kinda miss the little monsters ( Read more... )

I stade up last night to watch Casablanca on TCM. Oh my gosh! its such an incredible movie. My new greatest aspiration is to look exactly like Ingrid Bergman, the most beautifl woman I've ever seen. I'm still in romantic overdose from the damn movie. every time humprey Bogart looks Ingrid bergman in the eye and says "Here's lookin at you kid" I ( Read more... )

SO guess what I did today..after i cleaned out horse poop forhandicapped kids ( Read more... )

1. Have you ever noticed how many times the aveage tv viewer sees people kiss a day? Yesterday between Dawson's Creek, Jerry MAcguire, and Boy Meets World, I was overwhelmed with the urge to scream "Get a room!" and then go "Awwwww ( Read more... )

SO I was reading back on some of my entires form last year. and it was really overwhelming. This was back whwen everyone was still friends and we hung out all the time and all the little drama seemed like the end of the world. and I hate to say it, but I miss it...a lot.Even though i may have seemd unhappy then, i loved it. We used to have so much ( Read more... )

Wow. My heart hurts. and for the first time in quite a while, not becuase i'm sad. i'm really happy, and not for any real reason. I had a fantastic day. Woke up on jackie's couch at 700, went to the KMEA thing, had a bad first hour or so until i realized it was my own damn fault and started havin fun, wne tto hear matt play, ran throuhg minuet ( Read more... )

Wow. I am so happy. like really, truly, deeply happy. and for no reason really. today, for the first time in quite a while, i just felt like everything was gonna be okay. It was warm outside, band was uber fun, i'm doing well in school, and the dance is gonna rock. I could get used to this happy thing

My heart hurts. For no reason at all. I can't get past this strong urge to just curl up and cry. What the hell is worng wiht me? I'm not sad, I'm happy. really i am. But everything hurts. and i'm sick of it.

Okay so I'm not really sure how to say what i mean. I feel like the large percentage of everyone is secretly mad at everyone else and is gonna just explode soon. i totally understand what ppl are saying when they say they feel alone even thought they know everyone is there for them. Can we fix this?