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[belle870]

Ever get the feling that the harder you try, the less things work out for you? That's the way I feel after nights like tonight. Last night, I didn't try at all and things worked out great. Tonight, I really did try and things turned out like shit

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[maitriaya]

if you ever want to kill some time staring out at the ocean, you should come out to santa cruz. The cliffs are marvelous right now.

[mannard]

I've never got the feeling that by trying harder things work out less. Maybe in the short term they do because when I start to try after a period of laziness it usually means I care about the outcome more but the results take a while to catch up- but there's always a corralation between effort and succes.

I types that, and the I realized how idealist that sounds. Do I really think like that? I think so, yes. Now I'm talking/tyoing to myself...

As for storms and beaches, I also mentioned this morning how nice it would be to go to the beach and see the waves. I'm a wimp for cold though, so I don't know how lond I'd last.