Comments | belle_bluetiful: the past revisited

belle_bluetiful

the past revisited

Apr 19, 2005 23:38

wow. somehow one of kai's friends found me on myspace. she imed me and we've been talking since. whenever this happens i get soo pissed at myself. i used to be such an awful person. not only the way i treated kai but the swiftness i was willing to judge everyone as an enemie or a competetor. so what if she's blond and has a great body?! what i ( Read more... )

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eyespysenorita April 20 2005, 04:14:06 UTC

so i take it you are speaking to jacq then?

belle_bluetiful April 20 2005, 04:23:37 UTC

yeah i was but her comp is messed up. i just read your last or second to last post and i'm so sorry i didn't see it earlier.ly should talk. we used to be friends and i can't ask you "what happened?" cause i know what happened. i've hit the ball in your court. you can either send it back or put it back on the shelf for safe keeping. hell you can even burn it if that's what you really want to do, all i'm saying is it's up to you.

akbrook2005 April 20 2005, 16:38:42 UTC

There is no time I can remember that you ever treated me badly at all... it was always quite the opposite
Love you -
Allyson
BTW I think that it's always a challenge to understand someone by their image : I mean I don't know these people but I know that's true for me

belle_bluetiful April 21 2005, 02:48:50 UTC

see i didn't treat you badly but i had mean thoughts towards you. no that's not the right word for it. i don't know how to explain it but i didn't really think that we would be really good friends. i hope i get to meet someone like you at college.

since when do you spell your name allyson? have i been spelling it wrong this entire time? i heard that you were born with it spelled that way.

i think the only people you can understand by their imagine are the people who want to be understood by their image. i.e. if they wear certain phrases (think happy bunny or emily) they feel some sort of connection with that. so like if the bunny's saying "fuck off" they're prob not a people person. i remmeber i bought an emily shirt (which i still own) that says "emily knows there's no place like alone" and at the time i felt very alone. so there's something to be said for graphic tees. otherwise i think it's hard to judge people's personality.