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[belle_leightie]

i had this whole big group of several paragraphs dedicated to the cause of explaining how busy i am and several other things pertaining to why i have been somewhat of a stranger of late. However, i decided that was probably not the best approach

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[holy_ghost16]

i understand :)

[brwneyedgrl9257]

Sounds kinda familiar doesn't it? This the exact same stuff you got mad at me for. Now you know what it feels like to be in my shoes. Im not trying to be mean or anything. Just hoping you will re-think some of the things you got mad at me about.

[belle_leightie]

yeah, except for the fact that they are completely diffent becuase I ACTUALLY CARE!!! and i actually TRY, and when i tell someone i will call them i do that, and when i get in fights with people about it and tell them that i will try harder and im sorry i don't make up excuses for myself and then go back to college saying that i will try harder and then NEVER call again. see, there is a big difference becuase in order to maintain a friendship with trying circumstances.. BOTH people have to make effort.. even the one that is in college, or the one who is trying to get into an ivy league college, so only if you cared would you try and make it work.. and even though i was promised that, it has yet to happen.. so until then..

[xladystardustx]

I don't think she ever said she didn't care...:\

[belle_leightie]

she didn't have to.. lying to me for 4 months did it for her.

[xladystardustx]

What happend? I thought you had this all sorted out?

sorry

[belle_leightie]

i'm sorry, that was not directed toward you, we already worked that out.. i just did that becuase everyone else was getting on to me for it and i was getting tired of explaining it to everyone, so you can just disregard it