i don't even notice what im doing in my life anymore. i am at school... doing things... what am i doing there? im doing it well. i go to work. i talk to my boss. i close the shop.. i hand people yogurt. what am i doing? none of this feels real at all. i am sick of being so tired that life doesn't feel like life. nothing is real to me. i am stuck in
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also i wait for your mail every day but it hasn't come.
also for me at least.
the reason for
feeling the dream state ever is.
Well.
when i feel like i can't change anything. and i have been feeling like that a lot lately.
but then theres that moment. like in the matrix or something. hwere you are like
oh fuck
i am capable of changing things. shit son i changed something. i changed something that matters.
everything i say comes out of me sounding to me more and more like a crazy person.
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