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[belleloved]

My worst fear in life is getting sick and to be bedridden because I hate to be dependent with other people. I thought I would have needed to bring myself to the hospital last night. I had gastroenteritis, I guess, and I was so weak and dizzy from all the water I've lost. Because I live by myself, I always have medicines stack up as first-aid.

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[miir]

I admire you for not giving in to the pressure, though. At least this way you won't make any decisions you'll regret or settle for something that isn't absolutely right for you.

[belleloved]

Thanks. =) It isn't that easy though, like for example, somebody who likes you so much and who is filthy rich (everybody would say, marry him!!!!!), but you don't even feel something for that man, except maybe, the thought of his money for the shopping spree. (lol) But no, I always look beyond that. I'll probably kick myself for not being practical sometimes, but I always go for love, and connection, and thunders, and fireworks, things like that. Hehe. We'll just earn the money together.

[belleloved]

I feel ok now. =)

There are people who are dependent with other people, in a different way. I guess, am too independent a woman that even if getting sick a little make me panic. =/