So, it is still snowing here on the new yorkers who are standing along 5th ave to watch people walk by in the cold. I never really got into parades....but hey, each to his own. the snowflakes are perfect today. they are the quinticential snowflake, like something out of a book. As I look outside it is still snowing and I think to myself that Cndy ( Read more... )

So, here I am in NYC and it is snowing.....alot.....I havent gone out yet today because I din't expect this weather and didnt bring boots.....you'd think after living here all this time I would know....I've been updating my yahoo group and just futzing around....nothing amazing.... the city is grinding past my window and I just don't want to go out ( Read more... )

today I threw up 9 times...it was great. i had to have my friend pull over so I could throw up. I threw up at a shoot 3 times I think then threw up infront of my friends house. so, I think it is safe to say that i threw up alot today....I am beat. by the end it was nothing but bile and I still feel like ass....watched some porn tonight...it still ( Read more... )

I thknk right now everyone is having a hard time...I dont know why, but it seems to be the case...and ok all I have to say is I hate drama....hello?! life's ahrd enough...can't we all just frickin get along...for crying out loud....it makes me love my friends so much more because they don't cause drama in my life...I LOVE YOU....all of you and you ( Read more... )

I have to say I had a pretty good weekend. I had a kind of melt down on friday, but hey, we all have our bad days. I was kindof bummed out though when I couldn't find cindy at dungeon, tho....Apparently we were right next to eachother and I didn't see her, which is vexing. grrrrrrr. I was a good girl tho. I went home right after the club closed. On ( Read more... )

yo dude.....get in touch with persephone and see when we can do a shoot together....please......i am starting to feelabit better...not much but abit....

thanks to everyone who wished me well on the surgery. I think all your well wishes went with me when I went under, because I seem to be recovering nicely. I am too restless to just sit around...infact, the night after my surgery I got alittle nookie...how's that for recovery speed? heh heh.....Anyway, I see disneyland in the near future. I can't ( Read more... )

just wanted to say I had a good time with the fitting. I am strating to feel abit better, but I did do alitle of the old heave ho yesturday, which was not fun....bandages came off today, but now I have to wear another tight thing that makes me feel almost faint fom the pressure of it. funny, but the purpose of it is to make my boobs sag...ha....so ( Read more... )

ok....I had a really good shoot today. I think I got some good stuff, so I am syked....looking forward to the fitting tommorrow...but right now I need to take off my make-up and get to bed....I think I do need more exercise....I have a plan to start swimming again, when I am up and about again, that is.....

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